the boys

 

Ive just completed watching “The Boys”.

I feel so much that in the end, I feel nothing at all. As if,

Like aceton, my feelings evaporate

On their way from heart to brain

I wish to bawl like a fool

I get nothing, stay a disappointed fool.

 

The show, I never thought id watch it, until one day, I decided – fuck it- and started pirating it on a whim,

I watched it everywhere like a bull

Chasing a red cloth in the ring,

During work and at the saloon,

It only seemed natural to do it.

 

When the show first reached my radar, it didn’t seem like my type- still doesn’t, the gore is unbearably disgusting, the good kind (?)- but I watched it,

Its been two stanzas and im still

Yapping about liking a series

That seems way out of reach

For someone who watches mockumentaries.

 

Anyways, the dystopia, the apocalypse, god fearing citizens, the all powerful white man, all of it seemed well known, very familiar,

But the layers and depth

To every character there is,

There is no black & White

Just grey splattered all across the sky.

 

Theres blood, brains and intestines;

In every scene youd want to avoid

It ends with a shot

Right on the gore.

 

There is love, there is sacrifice

There is loyalty, and betrayal.

 

Why do I sound like a f-ing publisher for the show

 

There’s friendship and dogs,

There’s weird stuff, weird like freud.

 

It is so beautiful, how something so violent and bloody can have such beautiful lines, lines that are etched in my mine,

‘Mon coeur’, might’ve learned some French

Id forget it all by the weekend

 

 

~The End~

 

 

I can assure you I did forget all the French ive learned watching this show.

It was an amazing ride and I wrote this the night I completed this show.

Its been a while since I felt so attached to a show I was watching.

 

Ive recently watched parks and rec which was supposed to be my jam with all the mockumentary style direction and sarcasm. But I didn’t really like it as much as I hoped to. I do like the show, I enjoyed it but it wasn’t upto my expectations.

I may have ruined a show because of my imaginery expectations.

 

The boys was very unexpected. When it first came out, I thought it was like one of those avengers stuff (I don’t watch it) so I didn’t pay any attention to it at all. But for some reason algorithm really pushed it forward so I fell into the trap.

And glad I did.

 

 

Thank you for reading till the end

 

Yours lovingly,

Rini,

Yourorangecloud

 

 

FDD- fifteen day diary

Ive been so tired lately, brain is all worked up whole day but when the night comes, im unable to sleep.

My sleep debt is going to make me bankrupt istg

Sigh

Good day to you all.

Due date extension was window to peace (I hope)

 

 

Byeee nothing much to say