rainy summers

By Rini -

 

on a trip to faraway land


Freezing in the cold summer rain

Embracing your warm pounding heart

Naked in our feelings and pain

Longing in our young hearts

 

The different shades of blue

Way up above in the sky

The orange sun-kiss glow on you

As you stare in my eyes

 

I see a reflection of me

In your sunset orbs

Now you have so adoringly

Lightened up my antarctic winters

 

You’re the summer of love

You’re the chocolate cone

You’re the cold breeze by the window

You’re my home sweet home

 

A tight embrace

Withstand the rain

A strong hold

In the windy way home

 

A montage of love

In whispers and laughs about the world

In debates on how it’d end

In trials of becoming friends

 

Our laughs fill the room

No space for dispirited gloom

In the summer rain, we bloom

Together till the tomb

 

Eyes squinted, cheeks pained

We smile till we succumb to dopamine

Time passes by in no vain

Because we lose ourselves in love once again


~The End

i do this when i dont want it to end.


i lovveeee how this turned out!!! what movie did this remind you of??

i wrote this on a whim at 1 in the morning as i stared into my drafts folder one fine night. i absolutely love this <333



hope you found this cute and lovely <3


thankyou,

yours lovely,

anorangecloud,

rini.



FDD: fifteen day diary

the first week of the last fifteen days were exhausting!!! glad i got through it.

the next week was joyful! my brother is here! happy rakshabandham everyone!

so many exclamation marks lol.

these days, i want to do so many things. and im just starting them so i get the dopamine of thinking about them in check. so far, ive learnt that thinking is easier than actually doing it. but i do it anyways to tell myself that i take my wishes and wants seriously. 

i bought the domain www.anorangecloud.com FINALLYYY

it all happened in a whim tbh. its still a bit in works, https issues and all. but almost done! 

if you click this it will work (it has to). but if you click on this, it isnt workin (for now). thats the pending issue, for now.

i watched irumudi last night and OHMYGODDDD i cried THE WHOLE SECOND HALF. couldnt even finish my coke oh my god, it was AN INSANEEEEE experience. i suggest you prepare yourself to cry. its so f-cking scary thats its a reality for some girls. the story is so well written.

i also watched rao bahudur. at first, i didnt vibe with it. then i watched a video analysing the movie, and thought "i still dont vibe but the efforts are there!!" it genuinely is the kind of movie where you either fw it or not. i didnt. i hope you find your club :)


enough about me, tell me how your fifteen days went!!


bye!!! see you in the comments and meet you in september <3

 

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